Cooking

I cook for my family sometime on fridays and today I was thinking and I couldn't figure out why I do it cause I don't really like cooking. I barely ever like what I make. Then I thought some more and after I was getting so stressed out cause I had to leave the kitchen a mess while we ate (Yeah, I know, I can't keep my room clean for a week but I'm OCD about the kitchen) I figured out that I don't like cooking, I like cleaning. It's very relaxing once I get into it. Even when mom was just criticizing how I served it just before and was still running around I felt so much better when I was cleaning.