My Achilles Heel (NaBloPoMo #5)

Have you ever eaten Pub Mix?

That probably sounds really strange but I have a reason, kinda. I have found out that if I know that there is pub mix around, it will not live to see morning. I have basically no self control when it comes to the stuff. It is amazing! Which is slightly frustrating when you are trying to eat healthy.

Plus the only reason we have it is because my grandpa didn't like it, I ate almost half the container on the first night! Ugh, not good. but the bright side is that I am doing better with watching what I eat. I got calcium supplements (Yes they are the kids gummy bear kind ^^) and I have been staying in healthy ranges for everything else . . . except when I am around pub mix.

Why cant I be normal and have a weakness like chocolate?

Is It Tomorrow Yet? (NaBloPoMo #4)

So last night I was a little worried because I didn't have anything that I really wanted to talk about and I didn't really just want to ramble about nothing. But, of course, my life would never want me to just ramble about a boring life so it gave me a horrible morning to talk about.

I had a test this morning and while I was not expecting to do amazing since I did not study very much I did a lot worse than I was planning. this just adds to the frustration of the class because I used to like it but now my teacher keeps canceling class and the lectures are basically just reading the headers from the book and saying to go read it. I am so apathetic about this class because it feels like my teacher is just giving up on it so why should I put any effort in?

Then I get home and realize that my computer, which has been having trouble since it doesn't seem to like the charger anymore, is about to run out of battery because I couldn't wiggle it into the right spot. Thankfully I did manage to get it to charge and I am trying to just get everything I need done as fast a gently as possible without moving the computer whatsoever. My dad is going to look at it when he has time but he is working on taxes so it might be a while. Why did this have to happen this month, when I need my computer to do stuff? At least on Mondays and Wednesdays I can do stuff at school but still, this is not helping.

So, I think that is sufficient complaining to constitute a blog post don't you? :-)

Meant for More (NaBloPoMo #3)

Have you ever felt like you were meant to do more or be more than you are currently?

I have had this feeling for a while now and it's so frustrating. I feel like I'm supposed to go out and do new things, like live in Hawaii and visit Europe, but everything I do to try and get me there just falls through. It's so frustrating feeling like you are supposed to be doing something and wanting to do it but not being able to. And, I know I am supposed to be trusting God and asking Him what I am supposed to be doing and I am, kinda, but I have never felt this way before about anything so I kind of feel like this is what people talk about when they say "God laid it on my heart to do this" so I would assume that if God 'lays something on my heart' shouldn't God also show me the way to do it?

I feel like since I seem to have no purpose or goal where I am, it would be the perfect reason to go somewhere else but I cant get there so what do I do?

Photo Quotes (NaBloPoMo #2)

(In case you cant read the quote, it says: Part of being a hero is knowing when you don't need to be one anymore. ~Alan Moore)

So yesterday, when all my challenges started, I took that picture ^ for Project 365 and did an Amazing job editing it if I do say so myself :-D

Then I was looking at it and it had this big open space where the window is and, because of the editing, it looked really white. So I looked at my quotes for the day and found that Alan Moore quote and thought it would be the cutest thing ever to put the two together. So I did. :-)

Now I have decided to try and do that everyday, pick one of the quotes from that day (I don't want to spend hours searching the web for a quote that perfectly goes with my picture) and then put it into the photo.

Hopefully the rest turn out as well as this one did.

P.S.
I have no idea why this is all underlined, but I cant figure out how to fix it so, oh well. :-)

New Beginnings (NaBloPoMo #1)

So I guess I should tell you all of the things that I am starting today . . .

1. NaBloPoMo ~ Write a blog post everyday for a month ~ which is why I didn't post anything yesterday about everything I'm starting today cause I wanted to kill two birds with one stone :-)

2. Script Frenzy ~ Write 100 pages of script in the month of April ~ I think I'm most excited about this one since I have never written a script before.

3. Officially starting Day Zero ~ This is the 101 things in 1001 day thing ~ I technically started some of the things on my list but they are the 'Read 100 books' and stuff like that so I don't think it really matters.

4. 365 Project x2 ~ Take a picture everyday for a year ~ I'm doing this one x2 because I want to take a picture of myself everyday for a year, but the actual goal of the project is supposed to be like a scrapbook of your everyday life kinda thing. So I decided to do both.

So wish me luck, I'm doing all of this, everyday, plus I have school work and soon finals to worry about :-0 But it will be fun, I'm sure of it. :-)

Feel the fear and do it anyway. ~Susan Jeffers

I'm starting the 101 things in 1001 days challenge tomorrow (Because I'm OCD and have to start at the beginning of the month) and one of my goals is to find an inspirational quote that actually does inspire me and post it in places that I will see.

Feel the fear and do it anyway. ~Susan Jeffers

I don't think that this is The Quote that I've been looking for but it really is a good one for me. I am starting to learn to do this, be afraid of doing stuff and doing it anyway, but I could always use the reminder. I'll keep searching for quotes but this one will be going up on my wall or mirror or something :-)

P.S. Maybe I should make a goal of fixing my space bar, I had to go back and add spaces to about half of this post because my space bar is being temperamental and doesn't like adding spaces where I want them.>:-(

It is 10:20 AM . . .

It is 10:20 AM and I have already done a 15 min workout, read some of an infancy chapter, sat through a 50 min class, chased my dog around the front yard, given said dog a bath because in the less than 2 hours that I was gone this morning she managed to find and roll in cat barf and then proceed to walk around the house while my family does nothing except notice that she smells.

In short, my day is not going well. I was actually in a good mood this morning before I left for school, now I am not.