Photo Quotes (NaBloPoMo #2)

(In case you cant read the quote, it says: Part of being a hero is knowing when you don't need to be one anymore. ~Alan Moore)

So yesterday, when all my challenges started, I took that picture ^ for Project 365 and did an Amazing job editing it if I do say so myself :-D

Then I was looking at it and it had this big open space where the window is and, because of the editing, it looked really white. So I looked at my quotes for the day and found that Alan Moore quote and thought it would be the cutest thing ever to put the two together. So I did. :-)

Now I have decided to try and do that everyday, pick one of the quotes from that day (I don't want to spend hours searching the web for a quote that perfectly goes with my picture) and then put it into the photo.

Hopefully the rest turn out as well as this one did.

P.S.
I have no idea why this is all underlined, but I cant figure out how to fix it so, oh well. :-)

New Beginnings (NaBloPoMo #1)

So I guess I should tell you all of the things that I am starting today . . .

1. NaBloPoMo ~ Write a blog post everyday for a month ~ which is why I didn't post anything yesterday about everything I'm starting today cause I wanted to kill two birds with one stone :-)

2. Script Frenzy ~ Write 100 pages of script in the month of April ~ I think I'm most excited about this one since I have never written a script before.

3. Officially starting Day Zero ~ This is the 101 things in 1001 day thing ~ I technically started some of the things on my list but they are the 'Read 100 books' and stuff like that so I don't think it really matters.

4. 365 Project x2 ~ Take a picture everyday for a year ~ I'm doing this one x2 because I want to take a picture of myself everyday for a year, but the actual goal of the project is supposed to be like a scrapbook of your everyday life kinda thing. So I decided to do both.

So wish me luck, I'm doing all of this, everyday, plus I have school work and soon finals to worry about :-0 But it will be fun, I'm sure of it. :-)

Feel the fear and do it anyway. ~Susan Jeffers

I'm starting the 101 things in 1001 days challenge tomorrow (Because I'm OCD and have to start at the beginning of the month) and one of my goals is to find an inspirational quote that actually does inspire me and post it in places that I will see.

Feel the fear and do it anyway. ~Susan Jeffers

I don't think that this is The Quote that I've been looking for but it really is a good one for me. I am starting to learn to do this, be afraid of doing stuff and doing it anyway, but I could always use the reminder. I'll keep searching for quotes but this one will be going up on my wall or mirror or something :-)

P.S. Maybe I should make a goal of fixing my space bar, I had to go back and add spaces to about half of this post because my space bar is being temperamental and doesn't like adding spaces where I want them.>:-(

It is 10:20 AM . . .

It is 10:20 AM and I have already done a 15 min workout, read some of an infancy chapter, sat through a 50 min class, chased my dog around the front yard, given said dog a bath because in the less than 2 hours that I was gone this morning she managed to find and roll in cat barf and then proceed to walk around the house while my family does nothing except notice that she smells.

In short, my day is not going well. I was actually in a good mood this morning before I left for school, now I am not.

My Mediocre Life

I’m so tired of my life.

No, this isn’t my suicide note. I auditioned for a dance competition a few days ago and didn’t make it. Although I’m disappointed that I didn’t make it into the competition what I’m more frustrated about is my mediocrity. I feel like people I know are doing things they love with their life or at least working toward something they love. I feel like everyone else is going somewhere while I’m not.

Yes I’m about to graduate college, but what for? I have no real desire to work at a hotel be in HR (Which, by the way, is where I’m aiming for just cause). I feel like I am going nowhere at break-neck speed. I want to do something that I have some kind of passion for but I have no clue what that thing is!

I feel like I’m treading water and then trying to brag. “Who cares if I’m not going anywhere or if I’m not happy, I’m swimming the fastest.”

I read things about people who quit their jobs go off and just fly by the seat of their pants and are happy because they left to do what they love. But what if you don’t know what you love? What if you we raised not to be reckless and quit everything on a whim? What am I supposed to do?

My life feels so mediocre but I feel like I am meant for more than mediocrity . . . But I guess most people feel that way don’t they? So I guess I should just put my head down and trudge through just like everyone else.

. . . But what if that kills me?

Here we go again, so much for that

We arent talking again and if Michael was doing this so that I would blow up and he could call me a bitch like Kim thinks he was then he got his wish cause I got really mad and told him that his excuse of "It just came up" over a text conversation was not good enough. Which its not you had time from when the thought popped into your head to typing it out to pressing send to realize "Hmm, this is what she ask me not to talk about" . . . !!! I dont know what to do anymore.

He Got It!!!!!!

He Got It!!!!!!! :-D Michael finally got it! He text me a few days ago saying that he could talk just as friends if I gave him another chance! I probably looked like an idiot when I read the text cause I was grinning the rest of the day. I don't honestly want to hurt him or not talk to him but I needed to protect myself.
I am so relieved that he got it. I was misrible cause I didn't know what was going on with him and I was worried. Funny thing was I had just put on facebook the night before "How long is too long?" Cause I didn't know how long I should or could ignore his texts.
I'm just ecstatice that he got it!!!!