Boyfriends

I just realized (Which makes me kinda stupid for just realizing it now) that apparently everyone thinks I'm so desperate for a boyfriend or just so unattractive to guys that the only guys that would want date me are either on the rebound of desperate . . . and . . . the desperate guy doesn't even want to go out with me. At this point I'm just trying to keep myself thinking that I just need to wait for the right guy even if he is ten years away. I would really like to have a boyfriend but I guess it's not time yet. Which sucks but, oh well.