Feeling Lonely

I'm so sick of feeling lonely. I'm sick of always wanting a boyfriend and almost always thinking of having a boyfriend. I want to stop but I cant seem to. I'm sick of crying over this but I cant stop. Every time I think I'm getting over it, forgetting it, something comes up and I end up crying again. Now it seems every week I get over it and then the weekend comes and I'm surrounded by reminders that I don't have anyone. And to make matters worse Jacen is constantly talking about guys and boyfriends and crushes around me. He's always asking what I like in a guy and who I like and what I'm doing to get them to notice me. And then when I say I'm not doing anything cause I'm too shy to he starts going on about how guys probably just think I'm out of their league. Yeah right. I'm sorry that that's the natural response out of every girl but seriously. The guys I'm around have been around me for years and you're telling me not one of them has the courage to ask out the girl who never has a guy romantically linked to her . . . ever? That just isn't plausible.